Desperate

Inget screencapture personal message - personal message ku yang dulu, jadi mikir.... Kok, dulu aku desperate banget ya?

Se desperate ini?

Hahaha, dulu sih pas bikin terlalu banyak ngayal. Banyak ngode. Banyak alaynya.
Emang pm bisa nyelesaiin masalah? Ya, enggak!

Heran kenapa dulu aku gak langsung aja nge-chat orangnya.
Khilaffffff._.
Emang bukan salahku juga sih, tapi kalau ada yang inget, kan, bikin malu jugaaaaaaa xD yaudah lah ya, udah lalu juga.


BYEEE:*

Hujan di Luar

"Pendak setahun.."

Seseorang bergumam di sampingku, berdiri di depan kelas agak berhati-hati agar seragamnya tak basah akan hujan. Meski begitu, dia tetap mengulurkan tangannya yang telah dilingkis sebelah untuk menyentuh air mengguyur. Aku senyum.

Hujan turun lagi..

Meski teriknya siang masih menemani, paling tidak, untuk akhir-akhir ini berbeda. Ada tuntutan yang membuat perjalananku selalu berpapasan dengan turunnya hujan. Sore menjelang petang.

Aku tidak membenci hujan, meski ada sedikit banyak kenangan yang ia tinggalkan

Crying Princess

The princess is crying because of reality she don't know. She realized, the lightweight of her relation, worthless existence and the remorse in hope. Memories with no place to stay, the turth that lost its name, and the trace of deceit. She don't say, she do not know anything, or deny it. She would hope that she's wrong, or try to cover it up. 

However, that's just a wish, not the reality. 

She would wish at least she is not like that, in that way. But after she realizes she is the same  She would still say at least she is not like that. And again, lies will follow one after another. 

Don't cry, Princess. Lift your head up, if not your crown will falls.

source: quotediary.me

Days Are Forgotten

Whenever there is a meeting, a parting shall follow. Sometimes, we never look forward it. And sure, there will always some forgotten days. Days might be returned, of them I stealing a little piece of 'precious things', but i do not. If I do, the fact that I will never be completely as the same as at home again, because part of my heart will always be elsewhere. I mean, it never be the same. 

Lembong Bandung, 2007